by Return to Me: Lenten Reflections by Holy Cross 2019
Today's readings make me think of the words we hear when we receive our ashes to start our Lenten journey each year. The words from Ash Wednesday remind us humbly that we are only of this world temporarily.
Today's readings help me understand why we are in this world: to achieve the end for which we were sent by God. We are here to fulfill God's will for each of us. Just as the rain and snow come down to nourish the earth, we are each here for a specific purpose. What the purpose is for each one of us is not always easily known. We must make sure we consider what God want of us. We cannot rush it, force it or fake it. We must allow ourselves to continuously consider our purpose and act towards that end. This can take some time to figure out, just as it takes time for snow to melt and so nourish the earth.
This year, these words also bear additional meaning for me, as I mourn the passing of a dear loved one -- my mother. I have been comforted, since her passing, by the thought that she left us when she was ready. These readings remind me that she returned to God having achieved the end for which she was sent. And for all she did achieve, I am truly grateful and forever blessed.